I see what your saying about the thing with you and your mom, and I understand that you want proof that there's a God. And honestly I haven't been a Christian long enough to give you proof because i'm not "rooted" yet, you can say.
The Dane thing, I've looked up to Dane has a photographer for years, but not a person and I didn't want to have anything to do with him because the was he treated people back then. I didn't turn Christian because Dane turned Christian, I did it for myself, because I wanted to see if it was true and if it could make me happy because before I turned Christian, I wasn't happy at all, I never really felt true happiness before I was Christian. And I don't have feelings for Dane either lol. I consider Dane, Zac, the KKSM guys and pretty much all my Christian skater friends my family.