Got dumped, she made love with a man a week later, tried to get back with me, told her no with all of the will in my body, shes moving on, im still losing sleep because of her, i compare every girl to her and nobody has won yet, been on 4 dates already in a month's span and already made love to two of them out of depression, i dont understand linear algebra and im taking a senior level course of engineering and i have to market motion marker video capturing equipment to a willing company and i dont know how im going to do this, my brother in rehab, i am an insomniac when i am depressed, the wind was blowing really hard today and when i was doing lin algebra homework outside my papers wouldnt stop blowing all over the place, my ex gf still claims she "cares about me" and "loves me", i am infatuated with her appearance, i havent moved on yet. fml.