hmmm last time i tripped on anything was the only bad trip ive had. i was on like 300 mgs or so of dxm and smoked a bowl or 2, and i was by myself which wasnt the best idea. well after i got done smoking i listened to some music and it was just the oddest thing, it sounded almost fake & i could not keep up with it, it was just noise. that wasnt pleasurable so i tried to watch tv & that didnt make sense either, so i ended up sitting on my couch looking at the ground for what seemed like an hour but it was probably only 5 minutes (time goes extremely slow for me while on dxm). but anyway i remember getting on facebook & talking to my friend for awhile who was also coincidentally tripping on dxm. we had some stupid fuckin conversations, then both got off. after that i went to the bathroom to take a piss/ see how fucked up i looked. well needless to say i looked quite high, and i ended up looking into the mirror for what seemed like an eternity. my eyes were just so damn interesting to me and i was so fascinated with the fact that i actually couldnt see who i was unless it was in a reflection or picture or something. so after the bathroom i decided to go to bed even though i was still tripping hard, cuz dxm makes me so damn tired after awhile. i had to walk in the dark to get to my room which was scary as fuck. i felt like the darkness was engulfing me & i dont know what exactly about it horrified me so much but oh god it was so scary. i felt like crawling in my parents bed cuz i knew id be safe there hahahah, but i wasnt that far gone from reality and i knew to stay away from their room. well i finally made it to my room and was about to go to bed but my room just had the eeriest feeling and i felt like i was trapped in it. all the sudden these terrible ass thoughts kept going through my head; like i thought i was gonna be stuck in this trip forever & the lights were too bright and were going to blind me or some shit..anyway i eventually got into my bed and after like 5 seconds i ended up in the most realistic dream ever. i was in my bed and there was nothing around me but complete emptiness & god it was just the worst. i dont know how to explain it but yea. well after awhiile of laying in my bed scared as ----- i just fell asleep. i woke up the next morning still high as fuck from the dxm. well not really high but afterglowing quite hard. i tried to smoke a bowl to see if itd make me feel normal but it just intensified the dxm again hahaha. bad move on my part. so i spent the rest of that day high still, wondering if id ever come down. i did the next day haha, but yea thats the story of my worst trip. i still feel i havent been completely right in the head since then..
jesus that was long
also, i found pictures of myself on my ipod from that night like last week. i have no recollection of taking them but theyre funny as fuck
