Depression

i just always feel badd
i feel guilty when ever i get in a verbal fight with someone. i feel left out. my parents dont support ANYTHING i do. i feel unwanted. i cant find a good girl. i have a lot of anger in me. everything seems to go bad for me. and so onn


i have to try writing in a notebook or something, hopefully thatll help
 

ryno

Member
hmmm i went through this stage late last year when my best mate had to go to switzerland and it was pretty hard to find a good friend living in japan
I went through the whole no one cares about me phase and was destrying my body with alcohol and cigarettes.
I think about it now and just laugh but yeah almost every teenager going through adolescence goes through this.
Depression is a disease. If you kill yourself your just showing you are weak and letting depression win.

If everything fails dye your hair black and grow a fringe covering one of your eyes and dye all your clothes black.
This will not solve anything but you will get attention for being a gay little fuckk.
 

Kyper

Member
I feel you man. For real.

Whenever I get depressed I go for a long motorcycle ride on an open road.

Nothing but the iPod in my ears and the wind around my helmet. Just me and the machine working in perfect harmony. So if you have access go for a motorcycle ride. It helps me more then anything and I think it'll help you too.

Writing and guitar help too. I can't play guitar but my friend does it to relieve stress.
 

qwxor

I got myself banned.
im still feeling pretty bad but after a good night's sleep i feel a little better, try and get some sleep and listen to a new band/person youve never heard before while youre falling asleep
 
i sometimes get depressed really bad i just talk about wats going on to my friends not guys only girls i think some other guys would make fun of me or something
 

honga

Steel Member
meh, its usually just a 2-3 hour thing for me i get every now and then when things just get to much.

but i let it out through my riding.

anyway im back to my happy place again :)
 

humpurple kushiones

Steel Member
im shitty already and it has only been an hour since i woken up. i woke up and my mom said i can go the the skatepark and my dad starts to bullshit me completely contradicting himself every chance he get trying to act right all the time when in reality he is soo wrong. my life fucking sucks
 

Jordan Jasa

Silver Member
liltony said:
im shitty already and it has only been an hour since i woken up. i woke up and my mom said i can go the the skatepark and my dad starts to bullshit me completely contradicting himself every chance he get trying to act right all the time when in reality he is soo wrong. my life fucking sucks
stfu. i'm sure your life is over 9000 times better than most everyone's on the earth. you have a nice scooter, you live in NJ where you can ride with people, and you have 2 parents which is more than what some people can say. try visiting africa where everyone has aids and is starving and then say your life sucks.
 

humpurple kushiones

Steel Member
Jordan said:
liltony said:
im shitty already and it has only been an hour since i woken up. i woke up and my mom said i can go the the skatepark and my dad starts to bullshit me completely contradicting himself every chance he get trying to act right all the time when in reality he is soo wrong. my life fucking sucks
stfu. i'm sure your life is over 9000 times better than most everyone's on the earth. you have a nice scooter, you live in NJ where you can ride with people, and you have 2 parents which is more than what some people can say. try visiting africa where everyone has aids and is starving and then say your life sucks.
wow dude. i would send my scooter to a junk yard if i could change my life. i have 1 person i could ride with if my dad lets me go. this is what i have
sperm donor with no job eating our money away
a mom that is struggling to support a family on her own.
a devorce that is going to happn really soon.
like 3 friends
enemys that want to kill me
teachers that take my textbooks and make me pay for new ones.
depression
a yelling match over stupid shit that wheni try to end it my dad breaks a door.
i cant ride in my basement anymore.
i cant ride outside because my dad puts cars in the driveway so i cant ride.
my dad painted my room gray so i could be more depressed.
a good freind of mine has lupus and might not last long.
i might have diabetes
to top it all off i cant go out and ride because im not allowed to.

so dont start shit with aids and Africa bullshit cause no one is talking about them. im more fortunate then them and i thank god for that but im obviously not the happiest kid in the world. ive seen your riding and i love your riding and shit and i dont want to say it but fuck you

if you really want me to share all my problems its not going to happen. id have to get wayyy to personal


anyway im done with this thread.
 
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