Patscooters
Bronze member
This is something that has been haunting the fuck out of me for the past few days. PLEASE DO NOT BRING UP RELIGON HEAVEN OR REINCARNATION. Dying itself is not the thing that has been haunting me. What is haunting me is that the average male in the United States who is healthy lives to be 78. I'm 14 years old. The past 14 years have felt like a month they have gone by so quickly. Probably due to the fact that I am a really happy person and I am always doing fun things. But my life is about 1/5 of the way over. I do not know if my 20's,30's,40's,50's,60's,70's.....will go by as fast as this. I would much rather have a life that goes by fast doing fun things, than being bored to fuck and have it go by slower. But the thing that freaks me out the most is that when you die you're dead, unconcious, non-living, soul/mind is there for ever and ever and ever and ever and you cannot think or anyting like that. I think 20's,30's and 40's for me would go by extremely quick because partying, having kids, raising kids, going on vacation/traveling so on and so fourth. I feel like my life would be more than half over and go by extremely quick. But 50's 60's and 70's would not go by as fast because of settling down, retirement, and not working all day. But when it comes time for me to die my (soul) doing nothing buried in the ground for ever and ever and ever and ever freaks me out when I actually think how long the world will be around for. DON'T BRING UP THE FACT ABOUT THE WORLD ENDING OR ANYTHING because even still then I still think about my dead (soul) not going to be anything. Thoughts or Arguments?